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13 Seconds Ago

Today everything didn't go as planned, it made me feel really depressed, but I fought it and got some fast food and crisps because food is so good Breakfast: Cinnamon oatmeal + sandwich with boiled egg Lunch: Ramen w carrots and soy sauce Dinner: Max vegan bbq sandwich with crispy fries Dessert: Olw cream cheese crisps #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #food #mentalhealth #ana #anarecovery #foodisfuel #edfighter #prorecovery #foodie #strongnotskinny #edfam #eatittobeatit #edfamily #vegetarian #vegetarianfood #recoveryispossible #fooddiary #whatieatinaday #max #mealideas #foodinspo #mealplan


2 Minutes Ago

Good days, bad days. We Have them all. Today was my bad day. My body image is just awful and I ripped the tube out as my feeds got upped today😓 I soon calmed down after a big cry and being restrained again. But they know how difficult I’m finding it. Tomorrow is a new day🤲🏼 my consultant is in tomorrow, I’m hoping to come off the naso all day and try the oral meal plan again. As I haven’t purged in 3 days😌😊 - I wrote a little something today in the midst of my meltdown.... if you care to read it! ONE Lucy... - One tube, two voices One brain, two thought processes One Lucy, two identities One illogical, unhealthy yet ever so convincing and the other quiet, hopeful with a future in sight. As the nasogastric feeds run for hours on end, One voice is louder, convincing her the people who are trying to help her are trying to sabotage her superficial “success” - A quiet voice whispers, she is starting to hear it more clearly, yet she struggles to trust it. This voice is new to her, merely a stranger, yet promises her a beautiful future. As she sits and listens to her internal battle all day, she wonders will she come out the other side or will this simply remain her life? Both scream fight for control, but which actually delivers her control? - She’s proud, she’s making progress. She’s sad, she’s grieving, she’s overwhelmed. Her superficially comfortable and some what euphoric yet twisted ‘safety’ bubble floats higher and higher when it sees how much she’s hurting without it. But she’s really hurting the most when she remains in it. - Like a narcissistic lover, a two faced friend, a loyal devil. Eventually the choice will be taken away, the bubble would pop, gone forever and irreversible. - So she has to start, she does not feel ready but she never has. She has to find her worth without it involving numbers or self destruction. Perhaps this will be the most tragically beautiful time in her life. As she becomes all that she wants to be. She remains unbelievably fierce, until ultimately only one remains, One Lucy. - #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #hospital #mentalhealth #ed #recovery #writing #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #mentalillness #priory #fighter


2 Minutes Ago

My attempt at an @wagamama_uk classic! Vegan Katsu curry 🍛🌱 Im not one to use shop bought sauces but today I caved as I was super tired! I managed to find a vegan katsu mixture (courtesy of @unclebensusa ) and I used tofu instead of satin to make this delicious dinner 😍 #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfamily #edfam #edfighter #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #2fab4ana #pissoffana #fuckana #food #prorecovery #anawarrior #recoveryisworthit #anafamily #adultswitheds #healthy #ed #vegan #plantbased #vegancooking #wagamama


5 Minutes Ago

Vöner (kind of vegan kebab) with baked potatoes and vegan mayo as a afternoon meal !!🌿 I have not tried 'vöner' ever before but today, after spending hours at hospital with grandmom (💛), mom and her sister/ my godmother (with whom we are staying at here) thought it would be nice to quickly pick up something to eat as it had been quite a while we had had eaten last time. So I faced the challenge and had this portion as a middle of the afternoon meal !!🌿🙌🏼 this definitely was the most hardest and the most challenging thing I have done for a long time, even though I have faced a LOT of fears lately, but I know I'm now one win stronger. (And sorry about bad picture. Taking photos of my meals is not my number one priority at the moment and I just want to share bits and bobs of my recovery)

Another day another microwaved rice bowl for dinner 😂 need variety in my diet but I can’t break out of my safe foods... On a more positive note, I listened to a song today (on my way - Charlie Brown) and it hit home, “stand up and never say never, cause this life is gonna get better”. The first time I heard this song I was an inpatient in hospital, not allowed to go outside. No life. Little hope. No future. But I stood up. I fought. And I have come a hell of a long way! Proof that life gets better. And it will keep getting better as long as I fight. #anorexia #anorexianervosa #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #eattolive #eattogrow #foodisfuel #adultswitheds #prorecovery #nevergiveup


5 Minutes Ago

20. Famine 💀😈 (Couldn't do yesterday's inktober, was a bit sick, will catch up eventually) . . . . . . . . . . #inktober2018 #ink #31demons #inktober #characterdesign #illustration #demon #anorexia #famine #horns #thin #creepy


8 Minutes Ago

The other day, I was walking to Carnegie Hall at around 6pm. A man (complete stranger) came up to me and said, “I know this is weird, but I couldn’t help myself; I just thought you were so beautiful and I want to get to know you.” He said that out of the billions of people in NYC, he specifically chose me. By the end of our conversation, I said, “well, it was nice meeting you.” And he said, “would you like to go on a date?” I said, no, sorry. And he asked why? . . . Why? Because I wasn’t walking down the street aimlessly looking for a date. I had somewhere to go. If you truly want to find a nice person to go out with, there are more appropriate places to consider asking. In this situation, I couldn’t help but be suspicious of his intentions. I personally connect with people by finding out their interests- not by looking at them. The fact that I was approached solely because he thought I was “beautiful” sends me the message that he was not really interested in ME, he was interested in the fact that I am a woman with a vagina. I don’t think he would have cared about my interest in music, photography, psychology, etc. He cared about my female organs and the satisfaction he could potentially achieve from them. . . . It was as if he was observing the people around him, waiting for a woman of his taste to walk by and snatch up, like prey. Except this potential “mate” has no interest in being seduced! All I was interested in was making it to my concert on time. . . . I spent the majority of my life believing that the best I could do as a female in this world is fulfill the desires of a man. Be beautiful, sexy, attractive, eye-catching, sensual... As I have grown and trudged through the jungle of life, I have come to understand that my body is not a means for someone else’s gratification. My body and mind are capable of so much more.

Buonasera patate💜🌸 Come anticipato, oggi sono stata a "raccogliere castagne" con S ed S2. Lo metto tra virgolette perché poi in fin dei conti 'ste benedette castagne non le abbiamo mica trovate😂👌 Ma la cosa era prevedibile, un po' lo sapevamo che in quella zona non ne avremmo trovate molte, ma S ci teneva ad andare lì perché effettivamente il posto è mooolto bello😊 Abbiamo camminato tantissimo, poi siamo state raggiunte anche da un amico di S.. Siamo state assieme ore, e il tempo è volato😊 Perciò sì -anche se siamo tornate a casa con tipo 5 castagne a testa😂- posso dire che è stata una bella giornata🌰🍁.. Ora io e i miei piedi distrutti ci riposeremo un po', non uscirò questa sera. Vi auguro una buona nanna patate❤️🍁❤️🍁 ----- #edfighter #edfamilly #dca #ana #anoressiaitalia #anorexia #anoressia #disturbialimentari #wood #bosco #autumn #autunno #italiangirl #longhair #ootd #outfit #outfits #jeans #sweater #traveltheworld #whatitalyis #alimentazione #fitness #foodblogger #dieta #diarioalimentare #diet


8 Minutes Ago

Cena con - Burger di verdure 🥦 - Patate 🥔 al forno - Spinaci 🥦 - Pane 🥖 tostato - Olio 🥄 -Nightsnack con latte 🥛 caldo schiumato con orzo ☕ e 1 e mezzo biscotto 🍪 oggi ho fatto un po' di shopping e ho preso cose bellissime. domani è domenica yee😍 Notte tate 💜


10 Minutes Ago

Had the biggest dinner I have EVER had today. And it’s played on my mind all day. Have I let the voice beat me? No, will I let it? No. I will just get on with it and leave it behind me, besides it was the nicest dinner I have had for such a long time...I know why he (jeff) wants me to give in and starve myself again or use unhelpful behaviours but will that help me? No. All of these answers are no and that’s why I know that I can’t listen to him. He was me miserable, unhappy and lonely. I don’t want to be any of those things and I’m working my hardest not to be so let’s keep going, keep fighting and show the evil that’s in our heads to p*** off because it deserves none of our time....


8 Hours Ago

HEY!!! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Do you look at this photo and pick out my “bad bits”? I doubt it! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ So why do you do it to your photos? I’m not perfect and I could definitely pick out the flaws in this, as I’m sure each one of us could for our own photos, but why is that our instant reaction? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I think it’s because we like to highlight our insecurities before someone else can make us feel bad about them, but let’s challenge ourselves every day to stop picking ourselves - sometimes even each other - apart. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ Let’s try to pick out our good qualities and attributes - and those in others too that maybe you admire or aspire to have. Let’s start to try and make an environment where we stop tearing down and comparing bodies! We’ve all got one and all of them throw up, poop, fart and eat so no one of us is better than the other. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ With this in mind, I’m learning to love my body and the mind that’s in it, will you learn to love yours with me? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ P.S: it would mean so much to me if you could check out my new blog (LINK IN BIO), if you haven’t already! Keep your eyes peeled for fresh content each week! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #selflove #anarecovery #bodypositivitymovement


10 Minutes Ago

I just want to spam sad edits. Or quotes. 💔 - Can't believe you're not following me :( If you are the owner of the video, then please tell me so I can give you credits. - Want to support me a lot and give me money? Make sure to DM me then! [I'm hella broke] ☪┇❛❜ ↺ W ↺ A ↺ S ↺ T ↺ E ☪┇❛❜ #depression #suicidal #sadness #depression #anxiety #sad #mentalhealth #love #suicide #depressed #mentalillness #sadness #memes #mentalhealthawareness #alone #quotes #depressionquotes #help #broken #depressededits #anorexia #lonely #aesthetic #depressededits😷🔫 #aestheticedit #killme #dead


11 Minutes Ago

who tf keeps telling ig i need help lmao leave me alone


11 Minutes Ago

Goood evening☺️ Tonight calls for a Thaiiii Takewayy☺️ - Every step of recovery is worth it❤️every fight you take on is worth it❤️ everytime you stand back up on your feet is worth it❤️ Remember YOU are worth it❤️ xxxx Hope everyone has / had an amazing dayyy☺️😘 Remember think positive💫⭐️ - #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anawaranorexiafighter #believeinyourself #beatingana #yourbeautiful #makeimpossiblepossible #beatana #inpatientrecovery #edrecovery #staystrong #saynotoana #outpatient #strongnotskinny #outpatientrecovery #lovethesupport #letsfighttogether #nourishmentnotnumbers #wecandoit #inpatient #imhereforyou #recoveryisworthit #iamstrong #youarestrong #challengeyourself #foodisfuel #recoveryisworthit #mentalhealth #iamawarrior #foodismedicine #anorexia #anorexiarecovery


11 Minutes Ago

Hello people💗Pudding tonight was 3 scoops of vanilla Cornish ice cream🍨and chocolate sauce🍫 Tbh at the moment I feel incredibly isolated, all my friends are having a camp out tonight and I wasn’t invited as a girl I fell out with recently is hosting it and has invited all my friends. I do feel extremely left out because I haven’t told anyone I have relapsed and this sort of thing usually makes me want to restrict but I know I can’t do that but it’s so hard when you feel terribly lonely and can’t talk to anyone about what you are going through😕#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #recovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #strongnotskinng #recoverywarrior #mentalhealth #mentalillness #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #pudding #icecream #mealplan

#fearfood #recoverywin 💪🎉🏆🎊 #day17 #dinner #9:30pm Dinner was such a big FEAR FOOD 😫 My mom made a PIZZA! 🍕 When she said that she's going to make pizza for dinner I was literally shaking! I was absolutely terrified! 😰 I don't know why but all this cheesy&white-flour thing is so scary! It made me feel so uncomfortable and under control 😕 BUT although those terrified feelings - I did it! I ate this slice (or maybe I should say circle? 😅⚫) of pizza! 💪 I challenged myself and my eating disorder and got over this fear food (Take this stupied anorexia! 👊😏). My mom made a big pizza for all of my family, but I felt like it "too much" for me to share with them (I hate to share food with other people.. I don't know why! I just HATE it and can't stand it!) so I asked her to make a little pizza for me - And she agreed! So I made a personal pizza for myself 🙋💪 The toppings on my little personal cutie pizza were 🍕: tomato sauce 🥫🍅, one whole slice of 28% fat (!!!) cheese (BIG FEAR FOOD 😵) 🧀, slices of mushrooms 🍄, tomatoes 🍅 and red peppers. I didn't put olives on my pizza because I HATE olives! 🙈😷 #btw - In the first pictures u can see MY little personal cutie pizza, and in the last picture u can see the big pizza that my mom made for all of my family 🍕💞


13 Minutes Ago

After quite sometime siking myself up for #nightsnack 😓 I made myself a bowl of “oat so simple” porridge with almond milk🥛 and some frozen mixed berries 🍇 and if I might say? 😏 it was the BOMB 💣 I’m munching on this while trying to decided what to watch on Netflix 👀 if you guys have any suggestions on a good series feel free to comment them because they’re such a good distraction 😌 and entertainment haha ✨ I’m off to wash of my makeup now then it should be about time for my night walk with my dad & brother- then finally off to bed 😴 night folks! 🌸 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecoverycommunity #recoverycommunity #recoveryinstagram #mhrecovery #selfharmrecovery #staystrong #myjourney #foodblogger #edfighter #edwarrior #prorecovery #prolife #recovering


14 Minutes Ago

Don’t know what path to take stop being heart broken and thinking the worst before the better I can guide you true these hard times in one psychic reading Dm me For More Info #relationships #psychicreading #lovespells #aries♈ #sagittarius #zodiac #voodoo #witchcraft #blackmagic #gay #lesbian #transgender #starbucks #centercityphilly #makeuptutorial #beautytips #hairstyles #hair #skinny #gym #diet #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #deppression #theuniversehasyourback #happiness #scorpion


14 Minutes Ago

Всем привет! . И так я села на диету.. . Мой вес 59кг . У меня эмоциональное состояние так себе . А так мне сейчас нравится Слушать спокойную музыку . Гулять с собакой . Не думать о еде . Хочу по скорее пойди к психологу . О чем вы ходите посты ? О чем бы вам было интересно прочитать .. . . Спокойной ночи❤ #спорт #депрессия #анорексия #булимия #больница #стресс #худеть #худоба #рпп #расстройствопищевогоповедения #психическоерасстройство #рппдневник #anorexia #bulimia #rpp


15 Minutes Ago

Baked Potato w/ cheese and broccoli 🥔🧀🥦 • • Feeling very happy that last night was the final home game of the football season, meaning I don’t have to perform w/ dance anymore! There’s a lot of cattiness and negative energy with that group of girls, and it’s getting on my nerves. I’ve learned that I can’t let it affect me. I have to brace myself, and just let the toxicity roll on past me. It’s a lot easier to deal with drama when you let it go. If you’re trying to put other people down, um, bye. • • Stay strong 💪🏼✨


19 Minutes Ago

. - #sneekpeek: 👀 I #love show and tell day because everybody has something to show and tell about. I had an awesome time out and about vlogging yesterday and I do love the baristas @Starbucks, they’re always willing to jump in for some #epic #vlogging. 😎👍 • • • - 🎥🎞 - In my newest video I talk about anxiety and diets because I found as my weight goes up, my anxiety has been going up. I did some research and found that it is typical for anxiety to peak at 90-95% of a person’s ideal body weight during nutritional rehabilitation and once your body’s set point is reached it goes back down. I talk all about this idea and share my awesome show and tell day item too. It’s a good one! 🤗 Link in bio. 🔝 - 🎥🎞 - **What should we chat about next? - 🎥🎞 -