🗺 Bosnian/Swedish 🧜🏽♀️ Mermaid collecting mermazing travelling stories🌍 ♡ poetry writer & gym lover Psychotherapy student 🎓
Wrap me into the cells of you. hold on to my storm, because I am lost within everything you are. (b.k)
There are days, there are moments, that make you awaken the state of mind you have been in. One day can bring so many blessings, giving your eyes a new vision. Those days make me question where my thoughts were before that moment came along. Those days, they matter more than some years lived in life. Because they are connected to the world you live within, aswell as the world you share with other lives. Living has become something people bare with because we fear facing our inner battles. We fear the future, the past, the presence. The search for stability is endless, but people refuse to understand that what they looking for can only be found by themselves. With realization that everything in life is dependent on you comes resentment towards responsibility. That is why we need to appreciate those moments that change everything. Because they bring what you can not fight, and what you deep down don’t want to fight. When life becomes something you simply bare with, you are not living anymore. Embrace the days that stretch your mind into new dimensions and the days that gift you with new views of life. (b.k)
I dont judge the hurt in you. must be terrifying having to put on the robe of a victim each sunrise, just to be able to lay your blanket of shattered darkness on top of a body you beg to love you. you will take what you came for. and leave, just as destroyed as before. (b.k)
don’t fear getting lost beneath the trees you never found your way out of before. you stumble, questioning the ground you stand on. holding a masterpiece, in your hands. how do I protect, what you don’t give life to. tell me about the fear you feel when meeting your reflection in the mirror. let the forest hide what you hid all your life, while the sun is reaching for the secrets buried in your heart. (b.k)
This trip was a hard one. i knew it would be. and that is okay. life can not be painted to how we wish it to be. neither can I turn my head and meet history of choices others made, change them and burn the consequences around the corner. people fight acceptance when they can not face reality. but we create our own reality. so is it not beyond comprehension how people will ask the universe for an outcome with their actions, then fight life when what they asked for comes? no matter how strong your denial is, you meet what your bring upon yourself. All roads lead back to you. We drown ourselves into trying to change the destiny of others because is there any stronger form of agony than watching someone suffer? but in some situations, we are helpless, no matter what we give and sacrifice for them. The circle of life, we can break into two, but it will stay a circle. (bk)
tangled to reality and sweaty sheets Im waking up while the sun is still asleep. with the image of you smiling behind my eyelids blood rushing to my cheeks. you visit me in my dreams, I believe the universe told you the secret I fought so hard to keep. head falling back on the pillow I grab onto, come watch me while I crawl back into the deep. (bk)
So many people want to belong. They want to belong so badly they dont even question what they belong to. or who they belong to. creating their identities around the confirmation of other equally confused souls. because choosing a unique path, having courage to be different, to change, to not fall into all we are told to think and be frightens the voice within. they walk through life, carrying values never questioned. Just engraved in their minds, believeing they found peace. so they keep quiet. they never change directions. they dont choose to be better. because the sad truth is they will rather belong to anything, as long as they dont stand alone. (bk)
Your neck smells of sweet honey you're leaving stains on my clothes it corrodes my skin I can't wash you off. (b.k)
Divided by borders, geographically parted, injected fears of the unknown. Every country I visit, ends up becoming a part of who I am. Home does not get to be connected to the simplicity of where I was born. This planet belongs to each and every human heart. The familiar is not where I will lay my peace and doubt all I dont carry knowledge of. Let me leave my footprints on new land, where the energies of other lives are sleeping in the walls of my surrounding. Allow me to touch the ground while I sit on my knees listening to stories I never witnessed. I want to open my humble palms and understand what once was and still is. Differences are only alive until we are reminded that we walk the same path of life towards the same inevitable destiny as mortal humans. (bk)
The other day I tried out a different way of working out and challenged my body to the point where my arms were burning from pain and my legs were sore. I had so much fun. How incredible it is, to stop and appreciate even those moments when your breaths are heavy and you can feel your lungs aching for air. Your bodies way of forcing your attention to the moment, its way of making you feel alive. ✨🙏🏼
I sense your eyes, they touching all over me. You making me run my fingers through my hair, telling myself to tidy up my clothes. I feel naked with your vision resting on me. (b.k)
For a while I have been trying to come up with some sort of different exercise targeting the glutes in depth. And this exercise I experimented with was spot on! Was literally shaking after I was finished and it gave me soar muscles instantly. New favorite 🙏🏼🍑😊
It's easy to deny, to fill a bag of conciously made choices in life and then refuse to carry the responsibility these actions come with. Some of us will live our lives forcing our own created reality into what we want to see. Life will never allow you living untruthfully. If you deny your own reality, your body will fight the balance of your energy. It's connected, it can't be fought. Run and deny, it will catch you. Embracing all situations that come your way and making choices for the growth and expansion of your mind can never go wrong. Look beyond emotions, look beyond what you want to see, look beyond all you have known - and choose growth. (b.k)
Today I am the birthday girl 🌸🎈 so stepping into the year of 24 I feel more alive than ever before. Young, free and fabulous 🕊🙈 I believe people that speak of their fear of getting older only do because they are not where they wish to be at a certain age or time in life. If you are satisfied with your life, if you are proud over who you are and where you are heading, then your birthday will be viewed as a true celebration 🙏🏼 Feel happy being back in Sweden and spending this day with my family.
Close your eyes for me. Watch the life you live playing behind your shut windows. Why does it take a lifetime for people to learn what is worthy in life? When proof of years visiting this earth is carved as wrinkles in their skin, they will speak of regrets. They will mention that one person they could never forget. That one dream that slipped between their fingers. They will speak of how pride, fear and hurt ruled their minds, causing them to read the book of never ended chapters. It will have taken them a whole life to watch themselves turn into dust, before realizing what was really worth something and what never was. Who is the person watching the world through your windows? Who do you choose to be for all humans that walk and live on this earth? What will you bring the stranger you shake hands with? Will you plant flowers in our gardens or do you poison the earth with your actions? (b.k) . Capetown, I will be coming back for you❤️
I have had a fear of the ocean all my life. It does not make sense, because there is nothing on this earth that I love more than the waves, the colorful life underneath the surface, the world I know nothing of. Since being a child and my parents taking me on travels around Europe, I remember trying to conquer this fear. I had to fight with my dream of being a mermaid because the unknown would choke me. This moment was so important for all the choices I have made the past year. Fear was present that day, and I would let myself feel it but I did not identify with it. So now when I can be rational enough to decide what gets to be a part of me, I will never choose fear. For almost an hour I swam around with these playful creatures. They allowed me to step into their home, they came close and stared at me just as I was staring at them. And we accepted each other. Im so thankful, so blessed and happy 🙏🏼 might aswell admit I still want to be a mermaid 🙄
I see what you hide behind weak hands leave as you came, no part of you gets to leave any stains on me. (bk)
What exists behind what you see? Everything you don't understand. The whole world from within a person filled with colorful memories, feelings and stories. Never be quick to judge what you let your eyes rest at. Be humble. All we know is that we know nothing. (b.k)
my hair smells like the skin on your hands that braided your name into my laughters. curious touch, forbidden flavour i can't resist these urges forcing me to trace along your scars. flames are being born at the tip of your full lips when you speak of life. they burn for me, I see you tremble asking me to kiss. frown at me, the way you do it while i fight with what you are and the fear of what you could be. - b.k
My heart flows in a rythm. When reaching the heights of another perspective, everything falls into place. 🍃
Never knew I would love sandboarding so much. Fell on my bum bum a couple of times though 🍑😅
Last week I had an intense and meaningful dream. Now dreaming is nothing new for me, every night Im living out a second life. But this dream was different. I was being chased by creatures without a face and without a heart. What I take from this dream was not the fear they caused me, because I felt nothing, but the fact that I could fly and the peace that dominated all my senses. That morning I woke up smiling. My dreams tell me what my unconcious is whispering. The mind is everything. ∣∣ photo from watching the sunset in Camps Bay while a little seal jumping around in the ocean made me believe I saw dolphins😄
🐧🐧🐧 these little ones are so cute!! Walking around with their clumsy feet. I wanted to bring one home. Someone get me a baby penguin for my birthday 🙄
Im staring at this beauty but in my mind I am kneeling for the sky hovering over me. Thank you life for reminding me of my growth, for teaching me to be the woman I always aspired to be, for giving me a lesson I have turned into a tremendous blessing and for gifting me with people who guided my heart in another direction, where I could no longer taste the flavour of hidden poison. 🙏🏼
If I could let you visit my mind, I'd make you understand. The words coming from my lips are unfamiliar to your little paradise. I wish I could explain to your innocent young heart that how people act is not your burden to carry. Your tense shoulders are heavy. I know it hurts. Not understanding this world yet being thrown to live in it. How do I tell you that you will walk through life on cracked grounds filled with remainings of broken people that are searching for pieces in others to heal themselves. They will try to break you too. They will succeed at times, but only when you allow them. Forgive them, they are incomplete, but leave them behind. My tiki baby I believe in your creative small hands ❤️
Cape town, there was a story about you in my memory long before I got to feel your breeze on my skin. And there is just something about this country ever since. Something about this city that speaks to me. Something about this people and their way of being so human and so real. Five days of me working with the children at the school, me teaching them and them teaching me, and Im already leaving pieces of my heart along every step I take here.
Super speeded on positive happy excited high on life hormones after leg day in the gym 🙏🏼 On top of that, Im walking like a penguin 🐧 Always after dancing, doing yoga or lifting weights I feel so incredible. I get all this glowing energy I don't know what to do with. Working out gives so much love to your body. It's a way of showing how much you appreciate and adore the shell that carries your life within 🤗 and oooh tomorrow Im traveling 🌈
#throwback to New York City. I spent two of the most intense, emotional and mind brightening days in this jungle of people and skyscrapers. A short amount of time resulted in not enough exploring, but with a convinced heart I can say I will be back. Although I do prefer nature to surround me (I'll choose palmtrees, mountains and beaches any day) it was amazing walking along the streets that were constantly filled with life.
Shining from within 🤗 because the sun is constantly hiding this time of the year in Sweden 😑The countdown begins before I get my dose of vitamin D - 10 days to go 🌍🌻🌿
When visiting Boston they told us it would be so easy to follow the 'freedom trail line', which you can walk to see many things worth visiting in this place, but we kept getting lost constantly because of all the people, music, food, buildings and street entertainments distracting. Its not easy to follow at all - atleast if there are things you love around pulling you in all directions 😄 Enjoyed this city more than I expected to 🌃
I am resting in the trust of the process, this surrender is the only truth I know. Witness this exposed chest of mine, I stand vulnerable underneath the sky. Every sound I make in the universe echoes out to infinity. I hear all of those emotions, climbing the walls of my being. The touch of my surrender is the comfort I give, for those vibrant echoes inside the core of my body does not matter. I control nothing with them, they are worthless to the process. So I trust. The unknown, the roads ahead, the silence. I surrender and I trust the process.(bk)
Its hard to explain certain feelings that capture you like claws carving your skin. usually people don't understand unless they see my face when my eyes reach the ocean. To tell the truth, I cried silent tears when I first saw the blue ocean in Cape Cod. Thats how a view of life and nature can affect me. It conquers my senses, it pulls me to presence. Nothing lives beyond that moment. Feet in the sand, running with the wind, breathing the air of the waves, loving life intensely. This day spent all alone by the beach was me swimming in a peaceful state of mind. Grateful. And excited for more.