Berina
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❀ Berina☽
(@berinakadric)

5 Days 19 Hours Ago

The heart sobs. bones breaking through your skin. are you still here, your vision echoes from the silent room you barely manage to walk within. rest your hand in my hand, connect the bridges of wrinkles on your skin to the roads of youth in mine. you are what is becoming eradicated in this world, a human of word and character. author of my history, dont write about the tears I have shed, whispers tells me my salty drops make the thorns in your body grow stronger. your curve of life is engraved in my palms. Set sail, if I lose you from sight, you will live in the blue oceans of my eyes where you always told me you saw a part of yourself. (bk)

❀ Berina☽
(@berinakadric)

13 Days 10 Hours Ago

The world has never seen so many lonely people traveling the roads of earth. We connect and we build some sort of relationship with others, but if you thought loneliness was physical then let me tell you it is mental. In our society, I do not see humans creating space for one another where the most valuable connection can be formed. You think you are listening to the words of others but most of us are not present in our interactions or in our relationships. Many bonds we have with people break with time, and then we wonder why. Because they are shallow. We give answers, but we do not listen. We speak, but we are not heard. We share, but we hold back. What it means to create space for another human to freely bloom is putting our own opinions, judgments and egos aside. And to listen to what is being said and what is being projected in silence. It means to give whole hearted respect, even when we do not understand or agree. It means crashing the walls along side someone and embracing the beauty of their humanity. Creating space for someone is allowing for a relationship to become extrodinary by giving another person the assurance that they are safe. And suddenly we see what we rarely witness today, the relationship becomes real. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
(@berinakadric)

20 Days 7 Hours Ago

Birthday girl ✨ Life is magic.

❀ Berina☽
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25 Days 19 Hours Ago

Some people fear being alone. Your mind can at times be a scary place, a destructive place. What needs to be understood is that the only cure for this fear, is to be alone. If you fear your thoughts because they come with emotions you do not want to feel or bring you into a past you wish to forget, it is a clear sign you are in need of sitting in silence. If you listen to yourself, if you allow your mind to process what comes, your thoughts will find peace through the surrender. The answers you are searching for by neglecting the importance of being alone will never be found in anything or anyone else. And no, I am not talking about watching movies, reading or listening to music alone. I am speaking about the lack of any outer factor involved in this process. Nothing present, but your whole attention directed to your own mind. I urge you to spend time alone. Listen to what happens when silence is upon you. Listen to how powerful silence can be when experienced alone, because sometimes what you will hear is louder than anything you have ever came across before. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-11-16 10:55:21

Open up to nature. Touch the ground that carries your weight, the ground you leave traces on. Be close to yourself by being close to the creation you are a part of. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
(@berinakadric)

2018-11-13 01:38:15

I walked around your block wearing your ripped coat, touching my bruised cheeks while lying to myself pretending those were kisses left from your lips. I feel as if I became what you needed me to be, space of hope and a target for your pain. I ached for you and you fed of me. By your feet I left the broken bones you crushed. you stood there with pieces of me trapped in a body your soul was screaming within. but love, nothing could ever fix you. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-11-08 21:46:07

I guess there is beauty in losing yourself on a path you can not grasp how you ended up on. Surrendering to what came your way, without forcefully trying to control what is around you. It is that overwhelming feeling of embracing what pulls your soul into pure passion. That difficult acceptance craving your surrender, it does not come without feeling the burnt of passion. Because let me tell you, passion burns. The passion that has the ability to carve a hole in your chest from fear and unbalance. Tear your insecurities naked, face the rawness of what needs to change. Awaken your silence, make you walk through fire. But passion also makes you stop. In the middle of a breath. And catch that burning sensation, feeling your skin melting in a state of mind where your whole being is alive, just to realize how nothing in this world is worth having unless it comes with that passion. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-25 07:02:37

I was never the same after that first time I left what I viewed as my home to travel to a different continent. I remember that early morning when I returned after spending months away. I can still hear that sigh coming from my heavy chest. My loved ones held me, told me my hair grew so long, they asked questions, complaining I had been distant. I returned to all I had known, but I came back never to be the same. When I look at these years down the road of my growth, I know my intuition gave me strength to make choices others never understood. I turned down a good job offer, I ended a destructive relationship, I booked a ticket with a stranger and we left to the other side of the world. I was guided by my intuition and I embraced it to a path I feared, but still chose. It was not easy. I felt torned and I started questioning every single action of mine, every thought, every reaction and response in interaction with others. This was not where anything fell together, this was when everything fell apart. I began rebuilding myself and with that, I became reunited with my true self. Some of the best decisions we make can at times take us on the most difficult journeys, but they bring incredible gifts. Listen to your intuition, it is always within you asking to be heard. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-16 04:41:18

We are all climbing our own mountains. It helps to remind oneself of that from time to time when encountering with people who unwillingly project negative and cold energy. This is a thought that came to my mind when I went outside the other day early in the morning and met a woman who was sitting on a bench. I said hello to her and smiled, and she glared at me with empty eyes for what felt like an endless time, in complete silence, and looked away. Now some years ago this situation would have bothered me, and I would have asked her why she did not respond. Many people in a situation similar to this one would have involved their pride in the incident. This can come with anger and strong emotional reactions, even self doubt and critic, feeling devalued and not seen. But you see, a reaction or a response you receive from someone has nothing to do with you. All that humans can do is act from the core of how they feel inside. Being aware of this, that people are trying to accept, battle and embrace life in their own way, comes with a humble approach. My first thought was, I hope she is okay. I am a very hyper sensitive person to energies, so I could feel a breeze of her darkness. And with this awareness, I wished light upon her. This was a very small situation I encountered, but it triggered a thought that can be applied to so many other moments we meet. Every person you pass is struggling with something. The way they project those emotions can sometimes be percieved as cold and even rude. But remind yourself you do not understand their paths. Therefore you are never entitled to judge or even crave something back from a person that suits you. Peace is when you learn how to practice your knowledge. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-21 14:09:42

Strength is sitting with yourself fully in empathy, listening to your own thoughts and understanding where they come from. You equally need to give yourself the empathy you give to other people. Be aware of the difference between feeling pity for your situation and having an empathic approach to it. We easily neglect the importance of being on our own when difficult times arise. This means we rarely seek support from the minds we live in but instead we seek outside support and rely on it. Outside support is important and valuable. But the most powerful tool you will ever come across in life is the moment you seek space for yourself, hold yourself, analyze the process of your mind and grow strength to learn the magic of soothing the negativity quiet, on your own. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-07 13:26:36

I can’t hear the syllables of your name. My senses are deaf to what was. deaf to who you were. your chapter is ripped out on the floor. now your hunger aches like knives grabbing onto all flesh you can find. and then when the evening comes, you face the raw truth of the demons living in your mind. quietly wondering, for who I now let my hair out at night. (b.k) found this poem I wrote way back. I felt this beautiful feeling flow through me when reading it. A story is written so quickly between two people and I find it to be amazing how appreciation can be found with the space of time between then and now for something that was.

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-06 05:39:39

When you do not love yourself you will turn everything you find into a fasad of love. the destructive the manipulative the hurtful. when you do not love yourself, you might also lose what could have been love because you will not know how to value what is pure. when love is not found from within it can flourish in front of your vision and your hands will still not have enough strenght to protect it because when you do not love yourself you lack strenght in the way you love others aswell. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-04 02:23:29

In the midst of all that is unknown, I find myself feeling completley whole. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-09-03 03:50:49

Keep your heart and mind as wide as the world. For everything you do not have knowledge of and for what you do not understand. All we wish for is to be understood, is it not? Yet the common choice of the ego makes us run into the arms of loneliness. Closed minded and judgmental actions left in our footprints. When you lock yourself between four walls, with a lost vision of the world, nobody can reach your depth. Nobody can understand. Because you do not allow it. And as you crawl out of your own head, the people around you are to blame for the life you live and the silence of empathy around you. But why should the world reciprocate what you do not give to it? (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-07-26 03:45:51

Loving your body is not shameful. Showing skin is not shameful. Owning your humanity with pride, is not shameful. Like an injection forced into our veins, we carry this twisted view that teaches us to reject what we are born with. This rejection provides us with an incorrect belief of ourselves and our rights to love the skin we live in. This is where shame finds its way through our shelters. This is when we start relating the feeling of shame to our own bodies. And this is where our inner freedom stops to flourish. That is why, you need to water your body, water your mind. Find peace and love for yourself and do not fear projecting that love from within to others. You are allowed to love yourself. Openly and honestly, spreading that love. People will collect pieces of it, even when they deny their will to do so. The ones who are ready to love along with you, they will. And the ones who are not ready, will still always remember the love you projected until they one day recognize it within themselves. (b.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-07-19 04:17:39

you wish to leave your madness by my feet. but you see it doesn’t live outside of your mind. where you run it follows. (berina.k)

❀ Berina☽
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2018-07-14 21:57:51

Appreciate the moments when the ache in your muscles are so intense it steals your breath. Creating a positive and thankful thought routine around your training will equal to your body and mind developing differently and stronger. Be present and fully in the moment of exercise. Instead of paining through and focusing on what is difficult and hard, direct your attention to the movements of your body, how you control it all, how beautiful it is to be able to do all we are capable of. Direct your attention to appreciation and embrace the ache of your muscles even when you want to quit. Turn to your thankful thought routines, and feel it all intensly with love. (berina.k)

❀ Berina☽
(@berinakadric)

2018-07-10 01:26:33

We are never really gone. How can we be, when we are small fragments of everything nature consists of? We are larger than all we can touch and see. The energy our lives carry, is not limited to our bodies. It goes deeper than the presence of a physical living organism. We are the pulsating magic that flows out of our pores, connecting to one another, constantly colored by what is, and what was. We are pieces of each other. Even when the presence of who was, is not there to be seen anymore. But we are still here. The temples of our existence in this time and space, is beyond what the eyes can manage to meet. Because the energy we carry, it keeps on pulsating even without our heartbeats. (berina.k)