Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

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Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

1 Day 10 Hours Ago

Those shapes are pleasing to my eyes. #architecture #flowfestival

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

1 Day 11 Hours Ago

This is a accidental shot. I want to tell you about one thing. STOP OVERSEXUALISING WOMEN BODIES. It's our vessel to live. We exist trough it. We feel trough it. Our bodies are not for your visual or sexual pleasure. And most of us feel horrible when someone sees our body only as sexual objects. And if you judge or oversexualize us for revealing our bodies it's only in your mind. Our bodies belong to us. And we deside how we wanna look, what we wanna wear or how to be presented. If you are not pleased or love someone because of their looks, remember; it's not about you. And I want to make clear one thing. Next time if someone will comment my pictures because they are pleased in sexual way that I reveal myself. I will block them. No matter how close they are. I do this for celebration of my rights to be not afraid of my body. Not for attention from horny people. #feminism #feministposts #boobs#oversexualizing #humanrihts #womenrights #breasts #fuckyou #bodypositivity#celebrationofhumanbody

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

1 Day 11 Hours Ago

Hello, I'm lasisielu (glass soul) and this is my glass world. Currently preparing some #puerhtea #puerh #teaismylife #teaculture #glasspot #glassworld #teacommunity #blacktea #teasoul #ihavethisthingwithtea #teainglass

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

1 Day 11 Hours Ago

Few shots of us from flow festivals. I will tell later about, bands, experiences and how I survived in a big crowd there. #flowfestival #lightshow #selfie #paleaesthetic #messyaesthetic #etherealmoods #ethereal #lightup #reyesfilter #reyes #etherealphotography

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

4 Days 14 Hours Ago

One of my best friends and partner in crime. We are studio Blaue Blume. Our projects in progress are; -Kinda dystopian comic novel named singularity. -Really dark humoured satire with magical girls. -Magical realistic story about finnish artists.

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

6 Days 10 Hours Ago

Enjoying the nature of Vuosaari with @milkyoolong and @beelsebub 🌿🌞 Thank you for this beautiful photo @beelsebub

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

10 Days 7 Hours Ago

Borderline personality disorder can be really tricky for those who suffers from it. Two of it's symptoms can be constant feeling of emptiness and feeling absence of ones personality. Those painful feelings can lead in a reckless behavior and impulsive decision making. And it's pretty serious when we talk about money. BPD people may try to fill the feeling of emptiness with spending money on things they can't afford (impulsive decision making) It's a very understandable coping mechanism. Exept it won't help in long term. It may cause a problems with debts. Or lose ones credit rating. So came up with few suggestions how to help fill the inner void and avoid the problems with money. 1. Avoid shopping centres. 2. If you absolutely need to satisfy your shopping needs, go into flea market. It will be cheaper to buy stuff from there. 3. If you find something you want to purchase wait for one week. If you still want it; go for it. 4. Block the shopping sites. 5. Try to think is there anything at home that resembles thing you want to buy. If there is. Start to use it. 6. If you are crafty try to modify your old stuff into  new stuff. It may become a hobby. Which is good way to fill the void you feel. There are plenty of youtube tutorials about modifying stuff. Most important thing is, that if you fail and spend huge amount of money. DON'T BLAME YOURSELF. Everyone makes mistakes. So forgive yourself. Return your purchase if you can. Or sell it, to get money back. And continue with your life. I'm myself in a process with overcoming shopping addiction. And those suggestions have helped me. Few times in my life I've been in a really tough situations with money. And I still suffer from the concequenses. But I will not give up. I will learn how to deal with money. If other can do it. Why can't I? #borderliner #borderlinerecovery #borderlineawareness #bpdawareness #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdproblems #bpdgirlgang #shoppingaddiction #overcomingbpd #bpdlife #bpdwarrior

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

14 Days 4 Hours Ago

Smallest inconveniences can turn into a biggest obstacles. Fuck this shit. I give up. #fuckthisshit #imout #borderlinerecovery #borderliner #moodswings #mentalhealthwarrior

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

1969-12-31 16:00:00

Eili Trotsak
(@lasisielu)

15 Days 21 Hours Ago

My safe space.