adored + adoring massachusetts with a foreign accent thrift / make / hike / bake / Ⓥ scouting and selling at @olderghosts 💌
Life is suffering but make it fashion (this hat usually only comes out when I’m drunk off my ass)
I was just searching through my phone to find something from last year and I stumbled across this photo we shot for @olderghosts last April (how far we’ve come). It maaaay just push me over the edge to grow my hair out again since my only looks are riot girl bangs and Manson wife middle part.
Here’s one I prepared earlier and it’s pretty much the exact same thing I’m wearing today so not a ~total~ deception.
I have no physical/mental/emotional strength today really just consider me entirely tapped, but here’s one from last night because what comes down is sometimes up I guess.
Thankyou so much to @izaiahyelle for the new addition to my leg yesterday. I always forget how much I hate getting tattooed until it’s already underway but I couldn’t be happier with my sad girl.
Somewhere in the desert back in April, we’re spending most of next month between Portland, Santa Barbara and Phoenix and I’m already bouncing off the walls with excitement for warm days and new memories.
On one hand this could be a really sweet candid photo that Jay took of me, but on the other it could be me exhausted after a night of shooting looking at myself on the external monitor like a bird in a mirror
Instagram (Jay please be my prop for my end of night post for work) VS Reality (where do we put all our limbs and also I haven’t seen you all day so let’s make out after this!!)
We rang in 2019 with faux fur coats and fireball which feels like a great way of capping off my first good mental health year that I can remember where I lived in a way that just made me happy. Time is fake but my Big Vibe for the year is more killing it, more growth, more living with less excuses, more honesty, more kindness, more velvet (thanks @ammeb for the above), more debauchery and more sunrises. I don’t believe you have to be a different person solo to who you are in a relationship or even as a parent. A good partner should at the least bring out the best in you and if you’re lucky be deadset on world domination with you. @jay_maas took these photos back in May and it’s been a while since I’ve thought about them, it may seem like not much but I remember where we were when they were taken and can see how far we’ve come in so many ways since. Jay has helped me become my best self as a wife, mother, friend, business owner and person while never limiting or controlling me and has only ever been my biggest cheerleader. I’m excited for the year ahead, consider it a warm up for the impending roaring 20’s 😉 #nobaddays
Waking up at 1:30 and not having a single in focus photo after you left the house is a sign of a great night I think.
Coming to you live from a sea of vintage blankets because the grind never stops. They say if you find a job you enjoy doing you’ll never have to work a day in your life but it’s a lot more like find a job you enjoy and it’ll consume every single thing you do. The footnote to that is if you really truly love what you do then no other path makes sense. My days and nights are long and yes the burn out does happen but I wake up excited every day and I bounce back every week. @olderghosts is a huge chunk of my life and in my rush to live the other chunks this week I had to throw together a bit of a rushed sale tonight but if you want to check it out all the same I’ll be posting from 7pm est. To everyone out there doing their own thing whether it’s running a business, climbing the corporate ladder, perfecting a trade, running a household, raising a family, a pet or following a passion, heck all that aside just living a life that is happy - I’m proud of you, let’s keep doing us and make 2019 the year of community and positive memes, hell why wait? Let’s just start today 💕
Looking back at photos from the year has me dying over how much of a little person Bean has become. I’m also totally marveling over how his hair just seems to be growing out and not at all down..